HAPPY BELATED TO GOR.!!
(: (: (:
hope you stay happy!
dont always probe about the things you thought it will happened.
you are behaving like one OLD MAN.
cheers!
NS on the way!!
i miss you!
):



我们都该 回头看看 来时路
就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福
我们都该 在心里数数 感动的次数
谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐

多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥扑才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始就是个错误

每一段路都是一段领悟
珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热呼呼
真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途
每一段路 难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱 就不会迷路


迷路兵- 路



i know what you guys are thinking..
MLB again!
or this song? now then you put when the Golden Path had finished.
OMG.
but heya.
whatever the reason is of mine, this is song is quite touching LAH~
or maybe is the music itself.



met alicia after bowling.
collect passport.
waited for an hour to get one pathetic passport.
phew`


went down MUJI again.
complete some stuffs for Aileen.
she's leaving on 29th & her last day at work is TOMORROW!!
): miss her badly.


had dinner with Yann & Jolie.
slacked at Canberra Park.
swing&jump at the playground like some monkeys.
they said they are tight envious about their results tomorrow.
well, best wishes then.
Lingwei & I shall be there at SMB hall.
LOL.
shall see my 5 princesses taking results.
(:
who knows maybe at least 1 or 2 of them will be the top students?
they know who they are..
but let's see tomorrow...



i miss my bytch.
thanks for reaching me through that 8 numbers of mine.
(:



everyone had been so busy lately.
girlfriends had exams like i do, while some rushing through their projects and reports that they hardly online now. ): ):
i miss you girls truckloads.
!!


anyway,
Dumb mentioned something that make me had some sense of relief
PHEW~!
i heaved a big sigh, maybe`
goodness,
his friend from some secondary school received the mail that i once post.

well,
i doubt i told you guys what happened.
so the grandmother story goes this way..
for some of my dear friends,
i post some xmas cards to you guys with the SP OPEN invitation letters/posters on 16 Dec'07.
& the lady at Sunplaza's postoffice told me to stick 2 stamps (cost: 26cents each x 2=52cents) onto the envelope as it was an A4 size.
and during NTU invitational that day, MOO asked around about the SP OPEN thingy & no one had yet to hear any news about it. SO WE WENT WOO-MYGOD.
i was kind of scared that the 40+ mails went missing, YOU KNOW!?
hence, i made an enquiry.
Singpost was kind enough to call me back regarding the missing letters.
ended up, the lady on the other line told me, a A4 size envelope needed 80cents to a dollar stamps.`
OMG.
of cos' in this stage, you felt so shyt`
but thanks GOD, they call back & told me they cant find those letters.
and Raffles Girls' Teacher In Charge actually received it before 2008.
so was alright. THEN, now Dumb told me this, i was like PHEW~
seems like everyone got it LAH.

HENG sia`
this is my first major job in SPB as P.Sect, and i dont want to disappoint my club people especially the SP Open committee.
i will strangled myself to death if they failed to received.
all i hope now is SCHOOLS TO DROP IN THEIR REGISTRATION MAILS!
PLEASE SCHOOLS, PLEASE RETURN MAIL! ): ):
woo-my-god.
(i think i am becoming like Yann; blogging with exaggerating remarks and actions! LOL)




* * *



as mentioned,
Nic called me.
and we catch up over the phone as how life is going on.
then out of no where, she asked me,
arent you deciding to get yourself a boyfriend?


this is a good question.
alot of people had been asking me.
Where is my boyfriend?
since a day before SMB CCA Open house till now, there are about 8 people asked me this question.
i am serious.! not joking`
so do i look like i have one?


LOL
i am not really ready for one relationship now, as my friends should know LAH.
i enjoy my life now.
not being tied down.
problems-free.
can bowl, can do whatever i want.
no one to stop me from doing my favourite things.
no need to report to someone what you are doing, and who are you with & matters if he is lonely without you by his side.



love is..



or maybe i had always been to be a listening ear to my friends who had problems in their relation that results me to be afraid to be involved in one.
or maybe of my past experiences.
just to afraid to commit the same mistakes.
or maybe too afraid to let Kor, Ivy, Ahma, Martin & the rest to comfort or console me when i was heartbroken.
cos' Kor & Martin once said,
please make your decision right before starting one. dont regret after it. and we wouldn want to console you about this kind of things anymore.
i know they said that to make me think & just a remark.
my 2 brothers aint that bad hearted LAH!


seeing my friends took breaks from their relation & went back again & ending it.
i felt so uh. whatever the feeling is.
too many reasons why couples break up.
the third party.(this is the most common thingy can!!??)
not enough time to spend together.
no freedom.
feelings fade (this is how my first love ended!)
personal interests clash.
and any other reasons why couples broke up.



i just needed sometime on my own.
so i dont even think i am needing a special one by my side now.
not now but maybe later.
whatever.
but Mum is saying somethings that i went stunned that day.
Girl, why you dont have boyfriend?
how you want me to answer my mum?



so dont ask me why am I online on 14feb.
OKAY!?
this is the 2nd & last lonely st valentine during my teenage life.
(: (:
maybe i am too lazy to hang out with people too.
opps!!



love-vexed.


jun PM-ed me just now in msn.
There is no "forever", persevere is useless and "I love you" is all just crap says:
love is crap, not blind
There is no "forever", persevere is useless and "I love you" is all just crap says:
lol
s i h u i love is blind ; 4 down, 2 more to go says:
blind
s i h u i love is blind ; 4 down, 2 more to go says:
cus the more u tell urself, u wouldn fall for a guy who smokes, drink or whatever, ended up you fall for him
s i h u i love is blind ; 4 down, 2 more to go says:
tt's blind
There is no "forever", persevere is useless and "I love you" is all just crap says:
haha thats why its crap
There is no "forever", persevere is useless and "I love you" is all just crap says:
lol
s i h u i love is blind ; 4 down, 2 more to go says:
love has many meanings.LOL



yeah
love has too much meanings you can find in this whole wide world.
love is undefine.
love is sweet.
love is bitter
love is a blessing
love is a joy
and whatever you people thinks of.


and jun's relationship in this 2 years of what i had seen,
has gone up so much with sooooooooooooo much sweetlikehoney romance added in,
and both of them had went through thick&thin together.
ended up, breaking up is still the end result.
patching up and ending it again.
think he is numb now that he like cant be bothered with it.
or maybe this is how i see him as..
maybe.


Daryl's & Gab's both relation of 5 years can even brought to an end.
a relationship of 5 years can be ended so what is this?
so what is love then?
cherish?
i really dont know.
my heart is really numb.
(if simonejie sees this, please i am not badmouthing you! just makin an example`)


well,
people
i am fine.
just blogging about what i feel.
sorry to upset people if i mentioned anything wrong or had provoked them or make them think of their past.
this is just my personal opinion LAH (:



ciao.
it's not late
and i had promised 3 friends of mine that i will sleep early tonight.
(:
so i shall head to bed once playing a couple of games.
LOL
ciao again.
love you people`
love is when you had great pals around you` (: